" letdown in love, win on gambling" This happen didn't work on me, last Sunday I played majong totally lost, dam it! In work I lost a big client, dam it!! Such of unfortunate, i... If now O in front of me give me a big hug then everything doesn't matter la....hehe..
when I met O first day he made me feel like Ian. But being with him their character is different, Ian quite but i never feel borning. O outgoing, tidy, like basketball more than me. O I never know how come to go on, why he done, I just know he hurt me so. Yesterday I met him again in mongkok, i thought I won't meet him. Met him that moment WKC next to me, We've eye contact . He just keep walking ,he look like don't know me. I'm silly how can I miss the one who never serious to me. I don't want this....feeling lost, i never give again, never love, lost feelng now I hope I lost feeling in anyone, won't love again, enough, hurt enough
I'm worry very, very, very worry... Three days later, I've never happen this before. When I made the decision now the problem I need to face. I can't talk about this, can I handle it, I don't know what can I do? I never go to church but I'm christian, last night i pray...Can I solve this time?? Will "J" help me??
one year fifth months I didn't travel to electrify. Bali, Sunshine, beach, no calls, no need to work, just swimming, take some ride, eat some, drink some, when I tired to sleep....ooh, lazy, I like that feel, lazy,24 hrs lazy! So Cool! 17:26 nothing to do , ....i..i...O,O,O,O,O,O,O,O,O,O,O,O,O,O,O,O,O,O,O,O,OK,OK,OK,OK,OK,OK,OK,OK,
i...borning, saturday afternoon 17:18 still in office working....poor! He must be with his girl have fun now. This few days full of mind is him, NO, actually when I met him first day he already always on my mind....i.... why let me met him but cannot be his love. O O O O O O O O O O O OOOOOOOOOOO
