I'm not to be used to live with K, our habits are so different, just 2 days i already so contrived...how can i live with K in future? But I like to be his girl, i know i like him but this feeling make me contradictious...how can i tell him and won't make him angry?
O, i was angry with u, but i 've forgiven u. When we 2nd dating watched " A very long engagement" U holded my hands at first time, u made me happiness never happened. 3rd dating after watched "Be with u" and we went to IKEA wonder change the room to be rainforest, u let me feel u really like "Green" I though yr heart like a kid... My parents was broke up let me know "Love never ever" i never plan, but u made me to wonder our future, i wnt to be with u....But the reality let me back to the truth, i never know you, u have other girl or not? Why u need go to France? Own business of three hundred thousand? such as these questions, I feel strange the fact i don't know u. I just though i really like u but i don't understand u. I'm not a good girlfd, i don't know how to help you. In love i never care about what do u need, i just care do u as same as like me never give for u...now i knew so late....we both hurt already, can't back the time. now i just wish u solve yr problem, lives happiness, sucessful in yr future without a hitch and good health. I knew O ever in my heart event i in love again, memory in my mind cannot change. I'm not deserve be happiness.
