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Oscar, 生日快樂!

o814katyho — Thu, 03 May 2007 12:12:47 +0800

April i understood Oscar why let me down, the truth is simple the one in his heart already before i met him. So hurt....

May, 3th is Oscar's birthday, wish u everything sucessful, good health!~

liar

o814katyho — Thu, 15 Feb 2007 17:44:30 +0800

February 14 07 K suddenly have to go funtion, i waited for him until 10pm then he came. But he can't prove anything let me trust him. After had the dinner he left early, i felt he doesn't care me like before. I have felt I am not his IP girl, he made me really disappointed.

1st year happy valentine

o814katyho — Tue, 13 Feb 2007 12:38:58 +0800

yesterday i bought a watch to K for valentine's gift, before i took other watch not that classic one, but K must want to know what i'll buy to him, so when i told him, he said didn't like that kind then i changed it. That's make me angry because before he decided take that one he was spent a lot of time.. but 13/2/07 today i sick , feel so uncomfortable i'm worry...

i...i'm not to be used to

o814katyho — Tue, 16 Jan 2007 16:17:56 +0800

I'm not to be used to live with K, our habits are so different, just 2 days i already so contrived...how can i live with K in future? But I like to be his girl, i know i like him but this feeling make me contradictious...how can i tell him and won't make him angry?

suddenly my decsion is K, but worry...

o814katyho — Mon, 15 Jan 2007 12:16:58 +0800

after the happens K still by my side, time let me know he really care about me, also my feeling is change i like him more than before, but i worry about our future...

can't send this message

o814katyho — Mon, 08 Jan 2007 16:34:03 +0800

O, i was angry with u, but i 've forgiven u. When we 2nd dating watched " A very long engagement" U holded my hands at first time, u made me happiness never happened. 3rd dating after watched "Be with u" and we went to IKEA wonder change the room to be rainforest, u let me feel u really like "Green" I though yr heart like a kid... My parents was broke up let me know "Love never ever" i never plan, but u made me to wonder our future, i wnt to be with u....But the reality let me back to the truth, i never know you, u have other girl or not? Why u need go to France? Own business of three hundred thousand? such as these questions, I feel strange the fact i don't know u. I just though i really like u but i don't understand u. I'm not a good girlfd, i don't know how to help you. In love i never care about what do u need, i just care do u as same as like me never give for u...now i knew so late....we both hurt already, can't back the time. now i just wish u solve yr problem, lives happiness, sucessful in yr future without a hitch and good health. I knew O ever in my heart event i in love again, memory in my mind cannot change. I'm not deserve be happiness.

boxing day...need to work .. so cool...zzz

o814katyho — Tue, 26 Dec 2006 12:19:14 +0800

two x'mas holiday was gone actually just one day only..today i waked up hardly so sleepy...but i got the DKNY watch in this xmas, feel better~2006 it's hard for me, my job, my difficult software of G.D. lessons..may be i can't pass! i...my love all make me disappointed! Happiness why don't u be with me?

empty x'mas ...

o814katyho — Thu, 21 Dec 2006 09:41:46 +0800

2006/10/28 Last time met O, after we kept contact, but he clearly told me he can't promise anything in this moment, because he has trouble in business. Before i saw the fortune of O it said he'll have big trouble in 40 years old, but i'm not expect to happen right now, i'm not ready to solve suddenly because i just start to save the fund for him. At first, i hardly asked K borrow money to me, but the amount is three hundred thousand, i know i need to count the cost for him. This amount not anyone can pay... But his answer is YES! I told O i can help him and he asked me how can i do this? When he knew we can't meet again but he need the money so that moment we have no choice ,can't say anything. I never been happen this situation like the film, the feeling was so bad.. next two day i received the cheque and deposit to O' a/c and also when i took the cheque i need to give up leave HK with Mum be with K. This moment i know money is so important! But that's not the worstest case let me wake up to reality is O can't get the money that's why K stop payment after he checked O' background. O disppointed with me and said some so hurt me let me knew he actually just care the money not me! I'm not deserve give up what i want for O! Silly, i'm so silly...my heart has already empty. I hate to give anymore, i won't!! I Lost! Totally lost...

no live

o814katyho — Thu, 23 Nov 2006 11:59:31 +0800

i want to quit my job,may be i earn more two months money next year i ll leave hk, the fortune told me i can't get what i want so everything is meaningless to me, now i need to earn money to leave. o make me feel he doesn't care of me,i can fool anybody but just o i'm treasure unfortunately this turn he fool me.im empty don't want to work,don't want to live..just want to quit, may be 07i can solve it.

過去讓它過去,來不及重頭喜歡你,總是想再見你,聞不到你的氣息,原來你就住在我心裡...<心動>

bad bad bad bad bad badbadbadbadbadBADBADBAD!!!!

o814katyho — Mon, 20 Nov 2006 17:54:02 +0800

O back France hasn't called me 22days la!!!!!!!!!!!

I :empty

o814katyho — Tue, 24 Oct 2006 15:56:20 +0800

Saturday nite when i stayed with K, I called me he asked me where am i , i said at home, after we talked awhile suddenly he said he was coming my home,wa... that moment i don't know how to explain with K. Although I am glad to meet I. But right now K is my boy friend. Whole of conversation with I K was heard, after our line off K was mad!! He was soso angry and said,' U're liar, why don't u tell him U have boyfriend?' He did what he made me afraid and hurt. I don't want to talk to him, i went out to meet I, i didn't tell him what's happen before this. He was drunk, we just chatted in the wind softly.

And next day everything still same, nothing special, meaningless with I..empty

Double K were over...

o814katyho — Sat, 21 Oct 2006 15:38:26 +0800

Last nite went to peak with K, it's beautiful city so bright! Although he was tired but he still wait for me, made me appreciate. The view so nice^When we back home he asked me can he go my home, i said i'm so tired may be next time...At midnite i slept he called me he asked the same question of courise i said No again. Then i asked him one question after he replied i disppointed...Today morning i got on the bus he called me and told me to change the moblie company same as him then he can send mms, video to me free charges, but i rejected then he angry with me. At lunch i called him twice but he didn't receive. So i think it's mean Double K were over lo, so fast!

Double K

o814katyho — Thu, 19 Oct 2006 17:11:49 +0800

i decided be with K, not deep may be probability of get hurt will be less...but he always make me angry ka, he always talk same thing in many times, e.g. after we had dine he must said,'so full ar... so full ar....' again and again in whole hour..it's make me borning~ may be that's my mistake,i want to let O past of my mind then i be with K, actually sometimes i really have fun with K. So confuse!

i...photoshop so difficult for me, i am so stupid in software, i like to do homework of G.D. But software that part it's hard!!

Saturday go to OceanPark hehe..This month my work make me so down, if no need to pay for rental i really want to quit..

moodless lastly, October happiness coming soon

o814katyho — Fri, 15 Sep 2006 09:38:15 +0800

should I travel alone? can't go burki, now i change the plan to go Hokkaido. i really need to leave HK for while, because i clearly understood cannot being with O. i must restart my feeling. but i don't want let down my life, the scar'O in my heart.. now i looking forward the lesson of graphic design, 3rdOctober , hehe.

...........

o814katyho — Thu, 14 Sep 2006 19:05:46 +0800

can't go burki la....i... disappointed

my sky darker than the weather